Sometimes you have to stop and think....yesterday or the day before was the anniversary of the day when my american hostsisters boyfriend committed suicide. I think a lot about her and how tough it must be for her, both in everyday life and then the fact that for the rest of her life christmas and new years will be tainted by this memory. They had a good and stable relationship and in last years christmas letter from the family they were hinting at weddingbells and then just like that he got depressed and shot himself. How do you move on? Her profile on fb is still showing pics of them together and it breaks my heart and makes me think about how lucky we are for every day we get together with our loved ones!