....to feel like crap :( Today I drove both boys to school, on my own. All went well and when we dropped off the boys J asked me, where is J? "I looove him" she sobbed. OMG, she is only 3, is it going to start already? :D Dropping off J went surprisingly well, she was not too happy but at least she didnt cry, I hope we have turned a page and its getting better. I have felt a bit so and so about the nursery to be honest (but that is for a totally different post) but as I said, I hope it will be better now. Felt really good about the things I managed to do on my own this morning until I got home and found A´s PE bag on the floor inside the door. My heart sank, his change of clothes is still at home :( Im sure the school will understand but A will be really dissapointed, he wants everything as they should be.