The week that passed has been tough in many ways. A bit down mentally, visit to the doctor, bad rumours about R's workplace, R turning 30 and baking for A´s birthday party just to mention a few things

R went to work after lunch today, first to Zurich before spending the night in Catania to fly from there tomorrow evening and come back home again on tuesday morning. Newspapers writing about the company, major resturcturing and R is saying that we will be lucky if it means pay cuts cause rumours are saying that they will sell planes and fire ppl. Its not easy to find jobs in the market right now. If they get a pay cut will we get by financially? Will I have to start working? If I work, what will we do with the kids? After all, they only spend 3 hours at school. How will we have time to go back to sweden for our visits as often as long as we want to go if I work. Many questions, few answers.....